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About Me Member Deviously Deviant xXsasukexkarinXxFemale/United States Recent Activity Deviant for 5 Months
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...uuuugh!!! TT_TT

Sun Jun 21, 2009, 3:46 AM
  • Listening to: pretty girl- sugercult (it describes my position.)
  • Reading: my yearbook from 3 years ago.
  • Watching: anime (big O) btw not my choice. I hate big O.
  • Playing: on the comp
  • Eating: chips
  • Drinking: water
Im crying. About him. All I can do is eat ice cream,cry and throw things! TTwTT lolz sounds like a romance novel...But i wish i wouldnt have said some stuff to him. I hope he doesnt ride the bus next year cuz if he does i swear i will get on, see him, and start balling. probably ruin my make-up while im at it. dont i sound cheesy? the last day of school i tried to give him a hug...a friendly one...not a forced one. the hugs i always gave him 3 years ago that he always participated in back then. this time tho...he pushed me off of him. I was so shocked i just stared at him. he didnt say anything...just turned and walked off. i think that in all the years we hung out, somewhere along the line,he stopped trusting me. now that ive told him i loved him he lost his RESPECT for me. the sad thing is he listened when i thought i fell in love with a boy and got my heart broke. he comforted me...then he turned around 2 years later and broke my heart. after all this i shouldnt love him. but i do. really...its pathetic.

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WARNING!!! EVEN THO IM IN 9TH GRADE I CANNOT SPELL FOR MY TOY CAT, CHIP!!!

It always hurts when I catch your eye and you look away.


Hi...so like im a philosipher (in that i look for my core and understand even the most complicated problem in hopes of becoming more easily comprihendable -sp correct?-) and im trying to be a manga-ka. Everyone keeps saying pick a second thing cuz sometimes things dont work out! I tell them no because manga is my core. Wen i first told them this they were all like she'll change her mind in a day. hmm...funny cuz its been literally 7 years since i said that. I was eating cereal and watching sailor moon wen i relized it was my calling. I have never once given up but i taught myself how to draw it and that frustrated me alot. sometimes i would cry because i couldnt draw like masashi kishimoto. It aggrivated me to hell but in the end i got the hang of it. soon i will post a hand drawn comic and you can see for yourself. BTW im 14...pretty younge to decide a career. but i have 2 yrs of japanese under my belt, taught myself manga, and have 2 classes and numerouse manga books in my head, 2. ^_^ No matter wat faze i go through manga is there. ^_~

Im upset a lot lately tho cuz my first love is a jackas* (excuse language plz)
who is not considerent of others EEEEEERGGGUUUAAA!!! (sry..had to)

Im kinda obbsesed with um....stuff like cat ears, tails, collers, stockings, wings, and feathers that sparkle!! oh! i like bubbles,2! ^_^
aaaaaaand i think my little brother is the anti-christ >.>
lol jk about the last one. sry catholics..
lol....i kno im weird.
But inside me lyes something that just wishes for a certain masterpeice to stand up and embrace my very being. ^^
My favorite things to do are...
*hangout outside wit my catz
*read the georgia nicholson books and watch the movie (love the snogging scale.)
*read manga
*drink tea
*eat ramen
*hang wit my family
*watch anime on the comp
*dance to rave music, mosh to rock and eat my friends house out all at one sleepover I love u christian,sami,and morgon(SparklyNekoHatesMomo)
*listen to my fave bands
*trade kandie
*draw comics
*be in love
*swim
*watch fireworks on the 4th of july and the new year
*christmas time kissing in the snow
*drink hot cocoa wit my friends
*watch the sunrise with droopy eyes because i have been up ALLLLL night
*play wit my bird
*watch my fishy, shelter
*buy stuff off of ebay
*sleep in (Ahmen)
*go to my grandmas house and see her and my two aunts.
*go to any of my grandmas houses for christmas
*my grandmas old house
*my room
*drink coffee
*shop(hot topic,macy's -we use the perfum samples like its a sport, clares,pac sun, everywere! esspecially barns and nobles, borders and rave)
*buy manga
*open up a manga for the VERY FIRST TIME EVER!!!
*going to high school orientation (I scared)
*sitting on the bus and talking with him
*seeing him ,as i run towards the bus stop,waiting for me.
*getting sick on easter and halloween candy
*dresssing up in a cute outfit wit catears on halloween.
*forcing jacob to wear cat ears while morgan secretly took a pic of him
*buying cute stuff from...ahem...victorias secret. (i love lace,okay?)
*eating a whole watermelon while sitting on dru's swing. (hey dont think that way! dru iz my GRANDMA. and she iz awesome. so there. hmph.)
*watching the hangover in theaters, AAAND going to see dane cook, on my b-day. (I laughed my as* off)
*LOVING...drumrole please...LIFE!!!
If i could have anything...i would want all my friends and family and all my animals to go to heaven and live in etternity peacefully. that is my one and only deep wish.
LOVE,
Ami
(Ariel M. I.) <--My initials spell ami
(pronounced Ahh-me) ^_~
.karinxsasuke645@yahoo.com

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